When rubbish flowers in a cemetery

August 9, 2007

Finding myself and doubting it...

Finding out yourself is a feeling of completeness. Yet there is a doubt that remains in the mind. A creeping thought of self doubt and unsurety. It is this that ruins you leaving a bitter taste at the back of the throat.

When the world says you are good, it helps to feel good. But there is still something missing. This missing link is the self-confidence. Like a boat without an anchor... it can float and never sink but it can't stop. It just drifts.

I hate this feeling of drifting. It makes me feel less in control and the self-doubt conveniently creeps in .. slowly..surely.
NM

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